hello guys ! its being so long that im not up date this blog . well , busy with my pmr . my work , n myfamily . so , that why la .
im being single ryte now , i juz broke up with izzat farhan on that i cant rmmber when , but it awal oct 2009 lah . dont ask why ? mybe he's not the one for me .
i do in love with him , but he cant do nthng .
so , juz have to move on ! ;))
on 31 oct 2009 . shamir shamir shamir oh shamir !! u are sweet .
but are to kind for me ! im sorry on what hve i did to you .
im loving you as a boyf anymore , i guess we juz need to be friends .
date that we cple on 23 06 2009 till 31 10 2009 .
im sooorrrryyyyyy ;(
another move on that i hve to make .
evan that im the who dump him .
i meet this guy , he so cute n funny .. he name is shery ! he ask me to be he gf . but my answer was NO ! i just amik dye to be my scndle .
i dont what the hell in my mind yg i ckp NO !
I was so stupid !! he so cute ! he was so caring !
i like him , even that we were scndle , but he calling me BABY !
im start in love wit him ..
but the more i love him .
the more him keep away from me , we use to texting 24 7 .
but ? non ! dah tak texting dah ..
i was wondering why he change to much .
now ! i knoe why , coz he hving another gf .
n not telling about that girl .
im the one who use to be stupid !
and now ! mmg padan muke i !
move on , move on , move on !
some pple think that im happy , some pple think that i dont have a prob they think that im a perfect girl .
but deep down form my heart , no one knoe what have i been thru ..
from outside , i may LOL , i may look happy n hyper to you guy !
but im also a normal person that have heart feeling , i may cry all day nite .
i have been break hearted ! im so bored with boys ryte now !
im comfusing with my life .
i dont knoe what i want , i dont knoe where to start my new life . i dont knoe how to move on , n im over if guys !
i sick of this fucking shit life !
i was hoping that one day , some one will come in mylife , n teach my the real mean of life !
i dont want to juz waste it juz like sampah .
i wanna have fun !!! i wanna be the rocking teen again !!!
i was so hoping 4 some one in future , that im aslo dont knoe who ??
juz wait n see where mylife will end up !
for shamin n acap ! you both are so great ! but juz wait n see 4 the answer 4 you guys pnye questions okey ! ;))
im going aar concert on 31 oct 2009 hari tu !! its was fuck awesome!! n hell fun .
tyson was so funny , cute , drunk n hot !!!
he make all the girls horny doh!!!
hahahaha !
n there a pervert been so shit on that nite ! urgh !
i make 3 friends , 1 form ttdi n other 2 is form puchong .
they were so cute n friend . but agian !!! i been so stupid !
i didn't ask for they email n num phone !!!!
urggggghhhhhhhhhhh !!!!! stupid stupid stupid stupid hokey !!!
ohh btw , there's a lot hot n handsome guys on that nite !
n i didn't get one ! coz im stupid , im crazy n im being so wild that nite !!!
hahahaha .

lol , effie .